Look to the Future

Friday, April 9, 2010

Update........Not to much this time.

Well tomorrow is the first day i wear my uniform to school,
for those of you who don't know i am going into
baking and pastry arts.
So we will see how school in the kitchen goes.
fingers crossed, it goes well.

Well life at home got a little better
my mom understands me
made things better.
Little siblings still as bratty as ever.
but they had a fun Easter, and had fun
seeing there older brother.

We are also expecting. Kittens.
Those cute little things my sisters will
try and keep.
but will not get to because we have 5 Cats already.
I don't thing we need more.

Social Life
WOOT. I still have one.
from time to time.
Went to an awesome concert.
got to see my bestie Erin.
and a few other friends that i don't get to see as much.
Still keeping contact with my friends that live
afar. i think they need to come closer.

Well that all for now.
so Talk to you all Soon.
Thank you, for reading,

Love ,

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Life Today

So first 6 weeks is professional Development
and lets just say it is un-needed, and un-wanted
It's a very entertaining class, meeting some new nice people
but can't wait for the next part, when do we get in the kitchen
come on already, but no we have to learn to deal and interact with other
people first. AH! but anyway, 8 other people in the class all nice, 1 who i
am becoming good friends with, we talk all day. So that is school right now.

Next is Home
It sucks sometimes.
Like when i clean the kitchen and living room,
and the kids come home and mess it up,
and then dad comes home, and here comes the yelling,
because I did "nothing". DANG little kids.
sometimes i would like to tie them up.
but i don't, don't worry folks.
but always nice having little secrets with each parent,
or having them with little siblings.
sometimes home can be nice.

Social Life
is online life at this time,
planing things with people not so easy,
when you have weekend classes from 8:30 to 4:30
and work 4 to 5 days a week.
but my friends are wonderful

Erin, the best friend of 8 years still as awesome as always,
closest friend I have right now in heart and distance.
We are an interesting pair. Goofy but serious,
when need be, talk about? to much to list.
What we know about each other?
None you business.

Ryan, friend of a little over 2 years who doesn't
know how high i hold him up,in the friendship area,
but i think he's getting the picture sometimes.
Love getting to see him when he comes to visit.
Amazing guy. <3's all around for this one.

Dustin, Friend of 1 year, just moved away,
about 6 hours away. Interesting getting used to?
I say yes. ha. We have just about the most interesting
friendship in the world. We are mean to each other, sarcastic?
well just a little, haha, but we love each other, I know he would
be there for me if i was hurting or just needed someone to talk to.
PSH has been already. Don't plan on loseing him anytime soon.
Kaylyn, friends for 3 years, she just moved away also,
yes same place as Dustin. Need to do some catching up
with this one. But giggly, happy friend who shows when
somethings wrong, at least around the girly friends she does.
I would be no where with out them,
Never want them out of any part of my life,

Alright people that's it for now,
updates later.

Goodbye. :)

Hard Getting Over You

Don't smother each other. No one can grow in the shade. ~Leo Buscaglia

To much love, to much hurt, and now for the heartache.
And so it makes getting over you a hard thing to do,
I cry at night thinking of you, When i think I'm finally moving on,
I take two steps back, why must this be so hard and hurt so much,
Why does the brain remember things at the worst time?
Why must the brain have triggers, it see's something and
goes to you. But taking things one at a time, and finally getting
through each day. I thank you, for the time we were together,
and the days, and times we had, and now they may be over,
we have to memories, and they sometimes may hurt,
but we have to accept the fact we were a part of each others
life's, but aren't anymore. And the little things are what,
Makes it hard getting over you.